The arid chronicles of Kevin

2006-10-04T11:56:00.000+08:00

Kevinshael has found a new asylum at livejournal.

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2006-09-30T02:56:00.000+08:00

I notice I have an awkwardly conspicuous behaviour to strangers, don't you agree?

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A hopeless romantic with a slice of agoraphobia, but he's working on it.

2006-09-27T23:44:00.000+08:00

Introverts, do they do good to the society?

2006-09-26T08:30:00.000+08:00

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It's the 21th century man, anything is possible.

2006-09-24T02:54:00.000+08:00

"Hey wonder woman, what is the secret to your power?"

2006-09-20T12:04:00.000+08:00

Looks like we won't be going to Bangkok after all...

2006-09-19T03:17:00.000+08:00

The word IF is such a stupid word. We use it almost everyday just to make us dream about stuff that we can't attain. For example, "Wah that girl fucking chio sia, if only...".

2006-09-17T15:57:00.000+08:00

Last night's poptart was CRAZY man!
Best poptart ever!

2006-09-16T00:59:00.000+08:00

There's one celebrity who is more well-known than any other celebrity on earth. However he/she doesn't raise as much contraversy as Paris Hilton. His/Her name is GOD.

2006-09-15T17:27:00.000+08:00

Wishes are made to fulfill your fantasies
until it hits you back,
when you realise it will never come true.

So the next time you wish,
wish for something small,
like a sandwich.

2006-09-14T23:52:00.000+08:00

We're all playing god's difficult game. Sin and you'll find yourself in hell.

2006-09-07T01:56:00.000+08:00

Peer pressure is fucking distressful

2006-09-05T00:55:00.000+08:00

My condolences to a man who died doing what he loved most
Although I don't watch your documentaries
You're still well respected for your dedication to animals
May you rest in peace, croc hunter...

2006-09-03T22:43:00.000+08:00

I'm quite disappointed at the outcome of the pics, but here they are anyway...

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The seed of teenage angst.

2006-08-31T08:37:00.000+08:00

I know I'm lacking self-esteem, but there's nothing much under-achievers can do about it.

Audioslave - Sound of a Gun

2006-08-31T01:26:00.000+08:00

2006-08-14T20:31:00.000+08:00

I just realised I'm depressed without even knowing.
Which explains what's causing me to be irritable all the time.

http://health.msn.com/centers/depression/articlepage.aspx?cp-documentid=100100328

2006-08-08T20:58:00.000+08:00

Fuck god and fuck his undoings.
Fuck life and it's struggles.
Fuck self-esteem because it always fails.
Fuck childhood because it never lasts.
Fuck pride because it's a weakness that can't be overwhelmed.
Fuck politics because the problem lies with itself.

2006-07-30T02:04:00.000+08:00

Why do girls turn lesbian?
Hmm...
What I've noticed is that sometimes it's because of breakups with their boyfriends,
and sometimes its because they just wanna have fun first before turning straight.
But I'm still trying to figure out, though there might never be a definite reason.

Arhh, you might be wondering why I'm asking this question...
Not that I have something against lesbians,
But it's just that things happen,
and it just makes me ponder...

Modest Mouse - Blame it on the Tetons

2006-07-27T01:03:00.000+08:00

Forgot to post these up...

The Reindeer Section - Budapest

2006-07-25T20:33:00.000+08:00

http://www.nationalgeographic.com/photography/galleries/warmweather/index.html

Bloc Party - She's Hearing Voices

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BayBeats day 3...
The Posies rocked shit man!
I'm gonna miss Baybeats. Been going there for 3 nights and now it feels as if there's baybeats tonight, haha.

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Baybeats 2

2006-07-17T02:38:00.000+08:00

Bay Beats day 2...
Bittersweet fucking rock balls man! Malaysian indie!

Eagles of Death Metal - I Like To Move In The Night

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Baybeats

2006-07-15T13:46:00.000+08:00

Baybeats day 1...

The pics are kind of blur, 'cause I don't know how to fucking use my cam...
Anyway Baybeats was fun.
Got moshed in the Love Me Butch performance.
Had fun dancing at poptart too.
Gonna go down today to check out Bittersweet, Plain Sunset and Velvet Teen.

Sonic Youth - Reena

2006-07-09T19:28:00.000+08:00

Have you ever had the feeling of being neither here nor there.
Well, I've been having that kind of feeling lately.
No matter what you do or how you do it, it just never works out.
I guess it's high time I just let it go and move on huh?
It might be difficult, but its for the better...

Slipknot - Before I Forget

2006-07-04T22:57:00.000+08:00

Name twenty people you can think of right now.
Don't read the question(s) until you've named the 20 people.

1) Tian Hee
2) David
3) Xp
4) Jasper
5) Weesuan
6) Jotham
7) Sling
8) Bernice Lee
9) Charles
10) Odel
11) Yin Wai
12) Go Naidi
13) Ziying
14) Ridz
15) Howard
16) kkw
17) Gerald
18) Shelly
19) Meiding
20) Jinling

How did you meet #14 ( Ridz )?
Erm, can't remember man. I think it was when we needed a drummer and david asked him.

What would you do if you didn't meet #1 ( Tian Hee )?
I would feel lonelier 'cause he's my fucking bro.

What if #9 and #20 date( Charles & Jinling )?
HAHA! That'll be really comical man.

Would #6 and #17 make a good couple( Jotham & Gerald )?
Not bad la, HAHA!

Describe #3 ( Xp )
Hmm, attractive, witty and fun to hang out with.

Is #8 attractive? ( Bernice Lee )
Well, she's cute to both sexes, lol.

Describe #7 ( Sling )
SHORT! haha... and a good friend too.

Do you know any of #12 family members?( Go Naidi )
Nope.

What would you do if #18 confess to you that he likes you?( Shelly )
Erm, I doubt that will ever happen. hah.

What language does #15 speak?( Howard )
English and Mandarin.

Who is #9 going out with?( Charles )
I think he's single.

How old is #16 ?( kkw )
17 this year.

When is the last time you spoke to #13 ?( Ziying )
Hmm, few weeks back?

Who is #2's ( David ) favourite band/singer?
Woah! A lot man!

Would you ever date #4 ?( Jasper )
Haha, I don't date PUSSIES.

Would you ever date #1 ( Tian Hee )?
I'm not gay.

Is #15 single?( Howard )
I don't know.

What's #10's last name?( Odel )
Susanto.

Would you ever be in a relationship with #11 ?( Yin Wai )
Like I said, I'm not gay.

School of #3 ?( Xp)
TP Design School.

Where does #6 live?( Jotham)
Upper Thompson road.

What's your fave thing about #5 ?( Wee Suan )
His comical antics, HAHA!

Have you seen #1 naked before? ( Tian Hee )
NO WAY

What is #19 like as a person? ( Mei Ding )
Erm, she's self-proclaimed. haha.

Boss GT-8

2006-07-01T21:03:00.000+08:00

Revolutionary dynamic sensitivity switching mode lets you play in one amp model/effects patch when picking lightly and automatically switch into another configuration when you pick hard. Dual modeling engines let you layer and pan different amp models together. Seamless program change lets delays and 'verbs decay naturally when you switch channels.

Features
-44 effects types including synth waves, sitar, and acoustic sounds
-Up to 13 effects simultaneously
-200 preset patches and 140 user patches
-Seamless program change and fully programmable signal routing
-Dual-engine COSM amp modeling
-46 amp models and 30 OD/D5 models
-Layering/blending/panning of 2 amp models
-Dynamic sensing mode for channel switching
-Control of effect parameters by varying pick attack

Mogwai - Auto Rock

She's...

2006-06-29T00:59:00.000+08:00

She's not the kind of girl
You hear about
She'll never want another
She'll never be without
She'll give you all the signs
She'll tell you everything
Then turn around and walk away

Dream Theater - Hollow Years

2006-06-12T15:26:00.000+08:00

No music = Lifeless!!!

2006-06-12T15:20:00.000+08:00

I am so out of music man. My Mp3 is spoiled and my main computer short curcuited, I think. Well anyway, I stored over 40GB worth of music in these 2 devices and dammit, they have to turn on me at the same time?! fuck.

I need music!
I need music!
I need music!
I need music!
I need music!
I need music!
I need music!
I need music!

Rage Against The Machine - Killing in The Name Of

True colors revealed

2006-05-28T15:32:00.000+08:00

You know, sometimes I just don't understand some people. You dub them as your good friends as you're always hanging out with them. But at some point in time where you are most weak and fragile, you suddenly realise that they've disappeared.

You're lucky I was there for you bro...

Red Hot Chilli Peppers - Charlie

Life in poly pt.2

2006-05-16T00:13:00.000+08:00

School has been rather taxing for the past few weeks.

We've got a lot of assignments to finish. And people who don't own an i-mac, like me, would usually stay in school until they've completed their work. There was this occasion where I had to stay in school until 2am just to get my photos developed. Can you believe that?! 2 fucking am!

Monday is actually a free day for me. But with so much work up my ass, I've actually been going to school on mondays. And saturdays are not rest days either. The lecturers define it as a day which you have a whole day to do your work, so it's essentially a work day.

Well, I can't complain no more. This is what I am going to be doing until the end of 2008. I'd better adapt to this routine. It might be taxing, but it can also be fun playing aronud in school.

Pearl Jam - Black

Life in poly

2006-05-02T21:58:00.000+08:00

I'm still overly psyched about the significant difference between poly and secondary school. Lessons are more interactive and fun.

During secondary school, it's always the same proceedure. When the teacher teaches, you have to understand and be able to do your homework. After that, it's all the common tests and exams. Your timetable is mostly fixed and you aren't really given the chance to be flexible.

In poly however, we are given projects which have to be completed by a certain dateline, usually a few weeks after the projects are given. And during lessons, you are taught the relevent skills that you require to complete this particular project. How you use it to your advantage is entirely up to you. How you complete your project is also up to you. Such methods of teaching is to allow you to be independent and also to adapt to working life.

Of course stress will be ever present, but this level of stress differs from what I experience in secondary school. Secondary school stress is more intimidating and makes you depressed. Stress from poly however is not as horrifying. It is more of a healthy type of stress I guess.

I'm finally starting to taste the essence of life which I have been sorely lacking during, what I should say, my blackened years in secondary school.

Joe Walsh - Funk #49

Slutty pub girls

2006-04-15T19:12:00.000+08:00

When you visit the pub, beware of the slutty girls who work there. They might be nice to fuck around with, but they're body is just a tool used to draw money from you.

For example, they will grind you and ask you to tar a shot of vodka, tequila, etc. And who's gonna pay for that? Obviously it is you.

They will challenge you to a game of darts, loser punches with a shot of alcohol. And knowing that they work there almost everyday, they dart prowess is obviously more supreme than you. And so, there goes your money again.

Don't ever dance with them either. They will use their seduction skills to entice you. For example, when you are dancing with her, she will grab 2 shots of alcohol, 1 for each. And the only word you'll hear next from her is, "CHEERS!'.

So if you ever encounter them, don't mistake these tactics as kindness. Unless you're willing to pay them to get a grind.

Bloodbath - Cancer of The Soul

Interesting quiz

2006-04-06T05:51:00.000+08:00

Well I was blog surfing and I came across this rather interesting test on Steph's blog.

This is the picture of my house...

'Based on your drawing and the 10 answers you gave this is a summary of your personality:
Your house tells the world that you ought to be a leader. You are a freedom lover and a strong person. You love your house and family. You are a gifted artist as well. Once you have a problem, you need a friend with you. Your life is always full of changes. Once you have a problem, you need a friend with you. son.

You will avoid being alone and seek the company of others whenever possible. You love excitement and create it wherever you go. You have a strong personality and you like to command, influence and control people.

You added a flower into your drawing. The flower signifies that you long for love. We also see that you are sensuous, sexual, and privately passionate. You don't think much about yourself.'

Try it out!
http://www.drawahouse.com/

Devildriver - I Dreamed I Died

A familiar routine

2006-04-06T05:15:00.000+08:00

This is the routine I've been adhering to for the past few weeks.

Smoke
Dance
Drink fucking hell a lot
and Get Wasted

Kind of sleazy, but who cares. There's nothing to do in Singapore, seriously. So the only thing you can do is to get high and Singapore would then seem like wonderland. Well, that's my life for now.

So if anyone wants to get wasted, call me. I'd be more than happy to drink then to rot at home.

Lamb of God - The Faded Line

Tian Hee's chain game

2006-03-27T00:08:00.000+08:00

Intructions: the tagged victim has to come up with 8 different points of their perfect lover. Specify the gender of the targer. Tag 8 victims to join this game and leave a comment on their page saying they've been tagged. If tagged the 2nd time, there is no need to post again.

Gender: Female

She has to be bubbly. Would you rather have a happy girl or an emo girl? Obviously a happy one.
She has to be honest.To me, this is the most important aspect of a relationship as it build trust between both parties.
She has to have a mind of her own. Individuality is important to me as to my other half.
She has to be adventurous. I like girls who are willing to try new things..
She has to be frank with her thoughts. I hate girls who beat around the bush. Just get straight to point man. It saves time and effort.
She has to be sexually appealing. I'm not saying that she has to have the looks of a model, but as long as she looks ok to me then its fine. Perhaps a lil' bit to the chubby side is alright, but I wouldn't want someone too skinny.

Tagged: David, Jasper, Janice. Well, I can't think of anyone else...

John Mayer Trio - Another Kind of Green

Nutritious Breakfast

2006-03-26T15:41:00.000+08:00

We thauned at Odel's place yesterday, and guess what we had for breakfast?

MacDonald's
Potato Chips
Cigarettes
Alcohol

All these mouth-watering aliments were consumed between 3am to 6am. And to make it sound healthier, I proceeded to a game of soccer at 7am.

Wow, maybe this kind of lifestyle should be made into some healthier lifestyle scheme or something...

Morning Booze...

Arwen - Illusions

V for Vendetta

2006-03-22T00:24:00.000+08:00

The movie is good, but I wouldn't say that it is brilliant. It isn't as sublime as the comic. Some of the scenes were removed, and a few others added. However, the movie was quite fluent. It is easier to comprehend than the comic itself.

Hugo Weaving's role of playing V was pretty impressive, I should say. It was exactly how I imagined V would be like as I was reading the comic. As for Natalie Portman, she brought Evey's innocence to reality with her acting prowess. It was really a joy to watch them act in such a dramatic movie.

The bottom line is, I liked the movie, but not as much as the comic. The movie is quite powerful in a sense because it can expand your views on dictatorship, a food for thought for sure. And it also shows V's undying determination to subdue the monster that made him into one. The way he manipulates the people and his ingenious ways to stop the opressive government was something which awed me during the movie, and also when reading the comic. It is a movie worth watching.

Jack Johnson - 3 R's

Snippets from Sentosa

2006-03-18T22:45:00.000+08:00

Alright, the last pic wasn't from Sentosa...

The Rolling Stones - Beast of Burden

Internetless

2006-03-10T23:50:00.000+08:00

The internet is so useful and time consuming such that it became my daily tool.

And when my computer broke down, I turned into a fucking wimp.

I couldn't do no shit at home except to sit in front to the tube and let my fucking brain cells rot.

I can't live without the internet.

I need to connect.

Losing the internet is like being castrated.

I can't connect when I'm castrated...

The Thrills - Not For All The Love In The World

2006-03-03T12:44:00.000+08:00

Posted Institution : TEMASEK POLYTECHNIC

Course Name : DIPLOMA IN VISUAL COMMUNICATION

Course Code : T24

Arsis - Maddening Disdain

Nice try Kevin...

2006-03-02T20:05:00.000+08:00

My secrets were kept in oblivion long enough. Now that it's known, there is nothing I can do. I'll just have to live with it.

What a disappointment I am...

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Lifeless routine

2006-02-25T02:41:00.000+08:00

I've come to realise that my life is no fun at all. I have been working for 3 months for one fucking stupid purpose...money. There is no drive in doing that. But as you all know, money makes the world go round, so I need it to go round with the world.

This period between post O levels and poly is really fucked up. You have nothing to aim for. It's just a waiting game. You just have to wait. And you just have to wait again. And wait again. And again. It's driving me nuts. I feel like stampeding my way through a cluster of walls.

I can't stand work either. It is fucking boring man. It can bore you to your grave. I cant believe that I actually endured working for 3 fucking months. I endured standing for long hours. I endured listening to all the gibber that was spat at my fucking face by cold-blooded customers. And I actually endured my insanity.

I'm just looking forward to the first day of school, where I can finally start learning something I want to learn.

Slayer - Jesus Saves

17 points

2006-02-10T22:16:00.000+08:00

That is what I've hit.

English - C5
Combined Humanities - B3
Mathematics - A2
Additional Mathematics - A1
Physics - B3
Chemistry - B3
Biology - D7
Chinese - C6

But I'm still quite displeased with my English grade. I wanted a B3 and yet I got a C5. My math results were quite gratifying though. The feeling of jumping from an E8 to an A1 for my A maths was relishable. And I passed chinese man! What the fuck! Thank you very much Lee May Li(Ping).

The hall was filled with a motley of emotions. Some elated while others brokedown. All I can say is that you reap what you sow, you know it yourselves. Consider what you have and make a decision. It feels better and comtemplation on how you fared will only wasted time.

4 years of life and a pleasant closure for me. I still remeber the times when I was scolded, nagged and self-demoralized. I've finally past hell. I'm ready to start a new phase in life.

Hibria - Millenium Quest

Facing the music

2006-02-09T19:52:00.000+08:00

I'm ready to face 10th February 2006 because I know I've put up a headstrong effort. So, no matter what the outcome is, I'll still be satisfied with it... even if ITE is my only option.

You should be happy with your results no matter how atrocious it is, unless you didn't work your ass off on the papers.

I know that I've put in my best, and I shouldn't fret about my results as stupidity can't be pushed. So just show me the fucking results!

Slipknot - The Blister Exist

Life

2006-02-01T23:10:00.000+08:00

My life = Drink, Smoke, Die.

John Mayer Trio - Gravity

Play

2006-01-25T01:28:00.001+08:00

Life's about having fun man and having a girlfriend just restricts that. It makes you more depressed. Without a girlfriend, you are entitled to fuck around. You can drink all you want, smoke all you want and do whatever shit you wanna do.

17 years of life and not a single girlfriend. A hopeless romantic? Perharps, but I don't give a fuck about status man.

I'm quite happy relishing the amount of freedom I have. Play is all that matters. Getting drunk, running away from the law, excecuting sinistic ideas, that's pure fun.

Eventually I'll go find a girlfriend, when I get sick of fucking around.

Kreator - World Anarchy

Fuck E-M-O!!!

2006-01-19T23:36:00.000+08:00

EMO FUCKERS are everywhere! and it fucking hell pisses me off. Whenever I see them, they always give me that 'The whole world owes me' look. And you know what look do I give them in return? The 'MY LAN JIAO IS EMO ENOUGH FOR YOU TO SUCK' look. You fuckers think emo music allows you to be xia lan is it? Nabe, you've seen the least ok...

If you are an emo freak, don't ever talk to me. I don't want to hear all those fussing about the life-sucks-shit. If life sucks then you are welcomed to go fuck yourself, not other people.

'I didn't start playing guitar because I broke up with my girlfirend'

- Yngwie Malmsteen

Jamiroquai - Too Young To Die

Wazzup with the rain?

2006-01-12T23:23:00.000+08:00

Rain rain go away,
Or I'll fuck you right away.

It's been raining the whole month sia. Although it acts as a free air-con, but it's irritating. Go work, rain. Go for break, rain. Go home, rain. Everyday rain rain rain.

December was quite arid. But come January, pour like shit. Maybe the earth's spinning slower, that's why we're experiencing end-of-year season. Better start bringing my jacket to work man.

Kreator - Voices of the Dead

Can't wait any longer

2006-01-10T23:30:00.001+08:00

Fuck man. Everyone seems to be blabbering about JC life while I'm left here to agonize over work. This sucks. I wanna start studying sia. Why can't poly start earlier?! Gimme something to learn before I turn imbecile!

Slayer - Aggressive Perfector

A sudden urge to travel

2006-01-10T00:53:00.000+08:00

I'm really craving for an opportunity to venture overseas. I wanna go to a place of culture. Somewhere where I can get in touch with nature. Somewhere that can soothe my soul. I need to abandon modern life for a short tenure and let my mind relax.

Stratovarius - Just Carry On

Trip of life

2006-01-06T23:31:00.000+08:00

'Well just to solve all my problems of getting out of drugs...I've had enough of that, I've had the college, I've had the...earning the money and the material trip. I've just decided that I was gonna find a new way of life, and so I took of on my bicycle peddling up highway 1 and... found myself one day in Eureka California!'

Mylo - Sunworshipper

2006

2006-01-03T20:32:00.000+08:00

This year shall be a happy year for me, no matter what. It will outshine 2005. 2005 was a year of shit and it shall not remain in my history book. My results are going to be fine and polytechnics are waiting for me. I'm looking forward to it all. I shall meet new people. I shall work hard. I shall start making things in my life work for once.

Dokken - Letter to Home

Party

2005-12-29T22:46:00.000+08:00

The christmas party was fun. Had a lot to drink and smoke. But knowing me, I always go overboard. Ended up having a hang over, haha. Drained by all the fun. We should hold more of these kinds of party. But do remember to control me.

Eric Johnson - Battle We Have Won

My merryful Christmas

2005-12-24T01:59:00.000+08:00

I don't think I will enjoy my Christmas celebrations this year. I'm not in the right mood for a festival. The pieces of my life doesn't fit into the puzzle. It's all jumbled up in a mess and I feel really vexed over it. So, I don't expect to have a very merry time. Anyway, Merry Christmas to everyone. Hope you enjoy your fiesta.

Black Label Society - 13 Years Of Grief

Work

2005-12-22T11:50:00.000+08:00

Work has been damn fucking sian. I finally get to realise how much you have to put up with just to earn some cash. The sianess, it can get to you man. It makes you feel strained. Well, at least I've done my job. Just a few more assignments and I will see green. And I will be able to do some christmas shopping, hopefully. I hope I won't be working on christmas, that'll be fucking fucked up. Take away the only time of the year I'm looking forward to.

Wah song, DFS just called me. I got a job there man! Working next month. Money lai, lai, lai. Top of my agenda: Creative Zen Vision:M

The Darkness - Seemed Like A Good Idea At the Time

Toxicity

2005-12-18T21:55:00.000+08:00

I'm really addicted to cigarettes already man. Always feeling uncomfortable without it. It's getting from bad to worse sia. From occasional to about half a pack per day, and slowly it will grow to a pack per day. I guess lung cancer will strike me soon...

Angra - No Pain For The Dead

My empty vicinity

2005-12-17T00:05:00.000+08:00

I've been trying to find myself for a very long time and still lost, I am.
I'm depressed as I have always been.
I feel like I have nothing to look forward to.
Nothing ever fills me and I have been empty for much too long.
Life's simply a bitch I can't handle.
It overwhelms me to such an extent that I feel so fucked up right now.
Everything is just drifting away.
My mind.
My soul.
My emotions.
What I want, I will never get.
It's all fucked up man.

So much for letting it all out.
I don't feel any better.

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Pro evolution fucking sucks

2005-12-12T01:34:00.000+08:00

Fifa is so much better man. With pro evolution, a touch of the ball is counted as a foul. WHAT THE FUCKING HELL IS THAT?! It's so fucking irritating that it made me punch the monitor until my hand swelled... To pro evolution, FUCK YOU!!! FUCK THE EDITORS OF PRO EVOLUTION!!! FUCK YOU TO HELL!!!

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Our senses are what perceive our worlds

2005-12-07T00:04:00.000+08:00

Our senses, sight, touch, and audio, are tools that we use to make up our own worlds. We use them to indentify what's real and what's unreal. But real is just a definition and definitions are formed through experiments and conclusions.

What if our senses are lying to us and that the whole world was just a vivid illusion?

Have you ever chanced upon that thought?

What if you wake up the next day as a baby?
Would you be happy or remorseful?
I'd definitely be happy.
(Inspired by Neil Gaiman from American Gods)

Angra - Sprouts of Time

Can't Stop

2005-12-05T02:04:00.000+08:00

I don't think I will be able to stop smoking sia. Especially since I started working. It occupies my free time. And why am I saying this? Because I want to be honest with my non-smoking friends and I don't want them to hate me for smoking. Perhaps someday I will have the strength to stop completely. But right now, I just can stop. So, please excuse me for my bad habit.

'I'd rather indulge and die earlier in this harsh and demanding world'

But don't worry, I won't pull others down. I'll smoke in void places with no non-smokers in sight.

Dream Theater - The Great Debate

Work!

2005-12-05T01:41:00.000+08:00

Work has been really BORING. Especially when I'm working as a promoter of a zuo bo section, all by myself. Just a bloody lonely soul standing there for 9+ hours. And for that 9+ hours, the most customers I would get is approximately 5. Not bad right.

But come to think of it, it's really not bad. When there are no customers around, there are many food outlets open for my comfort. And there's a video arcade 2 floors above. And the toilet is just around the corner for smoke breaks. And sometimes, there are some chio customers to look at.

However, the negative aspects still outweighs the positive. I still have to stand straniously for long hours. I still will be working by myself, although I talk to some of my collegues of the other sections. I still have to tolerate the fucking lousy ambience.

The Darkness - Knockers

Reminiscence of Genting

2005-11-28T23:05:00.000+08:00

Genting was fun man. Fun as in hanging out with friends and not just from the theme park itself. Wish I could stay there longer, 2 days and 1 night seems a little short. The solero shot rox like fuck man. You can feel the adrenalin rush through your body as soon as the elevator plunges. I love that fucking ride man. And the cigarettes there are fucking cheap man. However, getting past the Singapore customs is a different storey. Tian Hee and I si be sway man, kena check bag. My bag of gums and Tian Hee's ciggs got confiscated. It was a close shave though cause' Tian Hee said the ciggs were for his father and they bought it. I, on the other hand, hid 3 packs of ciggs in my boxers. Wahaha...

Well, on the whole, I enjoyed the trip. We should do this more often man. It'll be really fun.

Angra - Waiting Silence

Prom Photos

2005-11-24T16:48:00.000+08:00

http://www.flickr.com/photos/84889236@N00/sets/1433092/

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Gulp it down

2005-11-24T16:08:00.000+08:00

Si be song ah yesterday. I had so much fun sia. Drink and smoke like fuck like that. I think I never did stop drinking for the entire night. Just kept drinking to my heart's delight. It was totall awesome.

Angra - Wishing Well

Mabo day

2005-11-23T01:26:00.000+08:00

Drinking with belligerent friends, its a new experience. It's like helping brothers when they need it. You'll see the dark side of the victim. THE REAL DARK SIDE.

Keane - This Is The Last Time

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2005-11-19T09:39:00.000+08:00

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Jamie Cullum - Back To The Ground